So after some soulful conversations with good friends and G of course.(and many tears).........I had the last one of the day with one of my older brothers, T. (not a "toxic" but we have been out of communication) It helped put things in further perspective big time. You see when you are in the throws of such goings as I've had.....clarity becomes blurred.
Well I am taking my POWER BACK and drying up the tears!!! I am living in the HERE and NOW!
I am binding up that wound tight............no more salt in it...........I've had it! It's not going to happen because the "toxic's" do not define me or my life whatsoever. I know I am a good person and my brother T reminded me of that many times in our conversation. I was very grateful for that too.
Sometimes out of the ashes comes a new and brighter light.
Don't ever let anyone rob you of your spirit and self worth - even if they are related to you.
Karma, think Karma!
That is he and I below.
Last night he held my hand again so to speak.
It's a new day.
So no more sad or heart tugging posts.................
It's time to get back to the core of myself..........................
I hope you all have a most wonderful weekend!
Hug those you love, remind them you love them for who they are.
Embrace the fact that sometimes family comes in many forms.
You can pick your seat, you can pick your nose but you can't pick your relatives! HA!!
P.S. This was my email from the Universe today and I couldn't believe my eyes:
It takes a BIG person, Lisa, to accept full responsibility for their own happiness.
It takes an even BIGGER person to accept full responsibility for their own unhappiness.
But, Lisa, it takes a spiritual GIANT, who upon realizing any degree of unhappiness, decides to be the change they seek - in spite of having to endure the "same old, same old" that may still linger on for awhile.